Hi there! Long time no see me. Just plain lazy to type and no idea what to type about. I try to update as frequent as i can. So that i can remember how my pregnancy is like every week and month...

Whaaat?? Pregnancy? Yeah. Alhamdullilah im 9 weeks pregnant now. I didn't mean to lie. Its just that im not ready to tell anyone. Except for.... my parents.... They must know, coz... during pregnancy period will surely feel tired to do this lar that lar. Then if i give reason that im tired... i will be labelled as "PEMALAS". So, to avoid all that... They must know! Obviously... my husband have to know.

3rd person to know... my 2 sisters.. Coz i actually told them about my "experiment". If my menses didnt come they surely suspect one! 4th person to know.. my best friend... Ni case the husband tersasol. I guess he is very excited compared to myself. 5th person to know my parents in-laws... Initially, the husband was the one who told me not to tell them... But i guess the husband's mouth is too itchy and so he was the one who told them... Yeah, only these people know... Eh wait... got one more person.. Nailah lar! Very loving sister okay! Every night she will always kiss and say good night to Adik. :)

About my "experiment" I will only share my "experiment" to interested party only. :D Cannot tell here... Not easy ok this experiment. *Of coz wont tell the intercourse part... that is secret behbeh*

Ive not seen my gynae yet. The appointment will be on this Friday. Very nervous okay!! I should say... abit paranoid lar. Maybe because of the miscarriage i had previously. I really hope that everything is fine... most importantly ... can see baby's heartbeat.

K, this time round the feeling is totally different. My morning sickness only happen at night. My first pregnancy steady bom pit pit k.. No morning sickness... but this time round.. Wah liao! Got a feeling that it is a baby boy. If my prediction is wrong, i don't mind actually.

Another thing that im paranoid is...

Now, i already could feel something moving inside my tummy and sometimes something kicking. Its impossible that it is gas. So i did a research, there are mummies out there that could feel baby moving inside them at 9 weeks or even lesser.

This feeling reminds me of my 2nd pregnancy. I could feel my babies were moving, but when the gynae checked.. They already have no heartbeat..

So that is the paranoid part. Whatever it is , i pray that everything is going to be fine. Amin.

Till then... Good night. :)